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The maskEveryone sees the smile,
Everyone hears the laughter
But just wait a little while,
Just wait till after
When the mask comes off,
And the tears flow freely
When i think of the day and scoff,
At the number of people who know me really.
WhyI threw, i growled
I screamed at the heavens
And through my tear filled howl
I could not understand why
Why am I alone for
Why can't i be happy
What must i atone for
To end this tragedy
My heart cries and aches
But i still give
Trying to catch a brake
And find the one that will help me
forget and forgive
pills make me feel weirdWhy does it seem
As if this dream
Is nothing more of a nightmare
Trying to rip and tear
The only thing that I use to cope
Which is my endless hope
Hope of a better life
Hope of a beautiful wife
Hope that ill leave this world
With a blazing trail
For all to see
In hopes that my name
May hang one day in a frame
That at least my loved ones
Will miss me once im gone
religionFor starters, I don't believe in god. At least, not the catholic interpretation of god. Though I can acknowledge that perhaps there might be something higher, but only perhaps. I am a skeptic, but not only that. I also just love to challenge the world, even if something is correct. I like to think different. To think about the different possibilities and to try and figure out what others could not. My love for the "gods" so to speak comes mostly from every other god that's not the christian god, or any god that is a derivative of Christianity. My favorite gods would be the greek and roman gods. Jupiter and Zues. Hermes and Mercury. Aphrodite and Venus. They are gods, though they themselves are not all powerful. They are not detached from feelings and often indulge themselves in very "human" actions. So you wouldn't be wrong in saying that the greek and roman gods would be better categorized as humans with extraordinary abilities, and not so much as gods, seeing as the aren't
my world with headphonesgot the juice today
my creative flow for the day
got my mind un-wound
with an ear full of sound
the bass rattling my mind
headphones blocking out the world as i un-wind
grinning to myself like a moron
as i tell my head to hold on
raising the volume all the way up
closing my eyes as the bass erupts
my hands on my lap
fingers starting to tap
and foot thumping
nothing to bother me
as the world passes by and leaves me be
JudgeWho are you to judge my life? My soul does not lie in your hands waiting to be twisted and corrupted by your desires. No judge can decide my fate without my consent, without my word. For when it comes to my body, MY word is law, and no one elses. How dare you question my sanity. How dare you question my motives. Have i killed some one? Is there blood on my hands? Or perhaps i am a thief and should have these bloody hands cut off. Even when you sentence me, it shall only be because I want it. If i where to kill some one then i have chosen my OWN fate. If i have robbed you of your spoils then that is MY doing. No fancy doctorate or shiny mallet can give you the power of my fate. Not even god could bend my will. The master of my fate, of my life and my freedom, is me and i defy any one who says other wise.
My sinsMy sins are countless,
My soul morally empty
My greed bottomless
My sloth cozy
My lust is too much
My pride to grand
My wrath cant be crushed
My gluttony is anything but bland
My envy... Only rivaled by my lust
All and all... I am not one to trust
Death 2Death is a reward
Meaning that a sword
Is the angel of liberation
While the sun is the torture of continuation
With every new day
u can only waste away
Meaning that existence
Is nothing but a nuisance
And should be treated as such.
Humanity should be flushed,
Thrown down the drain
And let the higher ones start again
For obviously they failed
My temptressMy temptress
The one who holds my heart
The one that keeps me from falling apart
Though u say i am the master
I say u are the one with the power
For u id lay down my life
With u i can take it all in strides
Without u there is no meaning
For me to keep breathing
And though i know ud never leave me
The distance wont let us be.
Little Darlin'Little darlin' with the precious heart,
rest here a little while longer with me
let me run my fingers in your long hair
I'm so glad that together we are free
you gave me a connection to share.
I had once thought you would leave
forever gone and I would be unforgiven
you said that I simply didn't believe
but you had never stopped being driven.
Feeling your skin now as it is bare
I can see the scars I have left on you
yet they're worn with pride and without scare
you loved me more than I ever knew.
Lay here with me, let me soak you in
into your warm, sweet scent I burrow
run your fingertips along my chin
wipe away my brow's furrow.
Yes, just as you've always done for me
through agonizing heartbreak and pain
even after you left me at that tree
after that, we both stood in sorrow rain.
I had been so foolish, so selfish before
I feared you would never take me again
but I ran hopeful and scared to your door
and it was a lack of love you couldn't feign.
A smile and kiss bound us together
ParadiseHis heart matched the beat of a magic song,
his chest was my pillow, and nothing was wrong.
The dark green of his eyes hypnotized me,
I felt it all the way to my soul, finally free.
His skin was smooth, my fingertips felt at home,
stroking his cheek, his arm, letting my hands roam.
Paradise isn't a dream, or a place faraway,
it's being wrapped in his arms, knowing I'm okay.
I am Who I Am and by Me Only MeI am Who I am
A poem by AFlyingPassion
I’m a… freak
a person who has no life,
a person who steal someone’s watchers,
a piece of trash,
a discerning person,
a c*nt, a
a mental person.
A disgusting person
A person who needs to get a life
A person who can’t drive
A person who has problems
Some people wish that I would die,
end up being FOREVER alone.
No matter what people end up calling me hoping to put me down, this is me and ME only.
Have a creative mind
A giggly person
A one of a kind
A lover of animals and family
Genuinely loved by different people
FadeToo ashamed to keep you alive
But too attached to let you die
You want to humiliate me? Fine,
I banish you to nothing at all
But I’ll remake you, change my mind
Again, you’ll be a part of my life
I’ll try to make it all alright
I’ll stay this way, sit and stall
But I’ll know you shouldn’t stay
Can’t fix the broken heart I made
In the end I’ll let you fade
I’ll be too tired to carry on
Rich KidsRich kids like to drive in fancy cars.
They like to roll down their windows
And let that pure AC fill the streets
Of what they consider “scum”.
They play their music loud,
So you can see and hear them.
With an arm hanging, they
Show off that fake smile.
“Sucks to be you.” They
Pool parties every night.
Yeah, they have it,
But we do we have?
You’re mad aren’t you,
When you see them show off?
They “cruise” down the street,
They might even come down your block.
You want to hurt them,
Tell them to leave,
And you’re envious that their lives,
Are so fucking easy.
But hey, what do you have,
That they really don’t?
You know what life really is,
That’s not a damn joke.
A rich kid doesn’t know,
How it feels to miss dinner,
And before you know it,
You’ve lost weight and you’re thinner.
A rich kid doesn’t know,
How to crawl to the top,
How to face fucking hardships,
Bits of String and TwineI hold my heart together with
Some bits of string and twine
I've gathered from the littered scraps
My life has left behind.
But twine it cannot hope to hold
This fractured heart of mine
And fill the hollow hole that you
Have cruelly left behind.
GarbageUnknown way ahead
Full of mist
It’s almost midnight
The sun sleeps
Waiting for me
She loses dreams.
I leave her alone.
I won her love
That burned down
In an empty room.
Keeper of the CryptBones stacked upon hallowed bones
Hearts packed tight with stones
Our feelings forgot the weight they carry
In the black beneath the holy Earth
Wander ancient ghosts without joy or mirth
Bright sparks of light by darkness stripped
For wicked grins belong to empty skulls
And jagged knives can only be so dull
Before a painless cut becomes a tearing rip
Each can choose to leave memories alone
As dusted bones upon dusted bones
Lonely Keepers of their own Crypts
^^My love for her
Large like the sun
Goes on forever
And cant be undone
Her sweet tone
And loving smile
Makes me feel like im not alone
And makes my life worth while
She never leaves my thoughts
Every minute of every day
I know what her heart plots
When she tells me to stay
I miss her so much
It hurts to think
Torture like such
Makes me feel on the brink
The one i cant wait to see
I want her here now
Because i know its meant to be
But i dont know how
Miamor te amo
Y no puedo vivir sin ti
Por favor ven a mi lado
Para yo estar feliz
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