Everyone sees the smile,
Everyone hears the laughter
But just wait a little while,
Just wait till after
When the mask comes off,
And the tears flow freely
When i think of the day and scoff,
At the number of people who know me really.
I threw, i growled
I screamed at the heavens
And through my tear filled howl
I could not understand why
Why am I alone for
Why can't i be happy
What must i atone for
To end this tragedy
My heart cries and aches
But i still give
Trying to catch a brake
And find the one that will help me
forget and forgive
My love for her
Large like the sun
Goes on forever
And cant be undone
Her sweet tone
And loving smile
Makes me feel like im not alone
And makes my life worth while
She never leaves my thoughts
Every minute of every day
I know what her heart plots
When she tells me to stay
I miss her so much
It hurts to think
Torture like such
Makes me feel on the brink
The one i cant wait to see
I want her here now
Because i know its meant to be
But i dont know how
Miamor te amo
Y no puedo vivir sin ti
Por favor ven a mi lado
Para yo estar feliz
Why does it seem
As if this dream
Is nothing more of a nightmare
Trying to rip and tear
The only thing that I use to cope
Which is my endless hope
Hope of a better life
Hope of a beautiful wife
Hope that ill leave this world
With a blazing trail
A legacy
For all to see
In hopes that my name
May hang one day in a frame
That at least my loved ones
Will miss me once im gone
For starters, I don't believe in god. At least, not the catholic interpretation of god. Though I can acknowledge that perhaps there might be something higher, but only perhaps. I am a skeptic, but not only that. I also just love to challenge the world, even if something is correct. I like to think different. To think about the different possibilities and to try and figure out what others could not. My love for the "gods" so to speak comes mostly from every other god that's not the christian god, or any god that is a derivative of Christianity. My favorite gods would be the greek and roman gods. Jupiter and Zues. Hermes and Mercury. Aphrodit
got the juice today
my creative flow for the day
got my mind un-wound
with an ear full of sound
the bass rattling my mind
headphones blocking out the world as i un-wind
grinning to myself like a moron
as i tell my head to hold on
raising the volume all the way up
closing my eyes as the bass erupts
my hands on my lap
fingers starting to tap
heart pumping
and foot thumping
nothing to bother me
as the world passes by and leaves me be
Who are you to judge my life? My soul does not lie in your hands waiting to be twisted and corrupted by your desires. No judge can decide my fate without my consent, without my word. For when it comes to my body, MY word is law, and no one elses. How dare you question my sanity. How dare you question my motives. Have i killed some one? Is there blood on my hands? Or perhaps i am a thief and should have these bloody hands cut off. Even when you sentence me, it shall only be because I want it. If i where to kill some one then i have chosen my OWN fate. If i have robbed you of your spoils then that is MY doing. No fancy doctorate or shiny mallet
My sins are countless,
My soul morally empty
My greed bottomless
My sloth cozy
My lust is too much
My pride to grand
My wrath cant be crushed
My gluttony is anything but bland
My envy... Only rivaled by my lust
All and all... I am not one to trust
Death is a reward
Meaning that a sword
Is the angel of liberation
While the sun is the torture of continuation
With every new day
u can only waste away
Meaning that existence
Is nothing but a nuisance
And should be treated as such.
Humanity should be flushed,
Thrown down the drain
And let the higher ones start again
For obviously they failed
Everyone sees the smile,
Everyone hears the laughter
But just wait a little while,
Just wait till after
When the mask comes off,
And the tears flow freely
When i think of the day and scoff,
At the number of people who know me really.
I threw, i growled
I screamed at the heavens
And through my tear filled howl
I could not understand why
Why am I alone for
Why can't i be happy
What must i atone for
To end this tragedy
My heart cries and aches
But i still give
Trying to catch a brake
And find the one that will help me
forget and forgive
My love for her
Large like the sun
Goes on forever
And cant be undone
Her sweet tone
And loving smile
Makes me feel like im not alone
And makes my life worth while
She never leaves my thoughts
Every minute of every day
I know what her heart plots
When she tells me to stay
I miss her so much
It hurts to think
Torture like such
Makes me feel on the brink
The one i cant wait to see
I want her here now
Because i know its meant to be
But i dont know how
Miamor te amo
Y no puedo vivir sin ti
Por favor ven a mi lado
Para yo estar feliz
Why does it seem
As if this dream
Is nothing more of a nightmare
Trying to rip and tear
The only thing that I use to cope
Which is my endless hope
Hope of a better life
Hope of a beautiful wife
Hope that ill leave this world
With a blazing trail
A legacy
For all to see
In hopes that my name
May hang one day in a frame
That at least my loved ones
Will miss me once im gone
For starters, I don't believe in god. At least, not the catholic interpretation of god. Though I can acknowledge that perhaps there might be something higher, but only perhaps. I am a skeptic, but not only that. I also just love to challenge the world, even if something is correct. I like to think different. To think about the different possibilities and to try and figure out what others could not. My love for the "gods" so to speak comes mostly from every other god that's not the christian god, or any god that is a derivative of Christianity. My favorite gods would be the greek and roman gods. Jupiter and Zues. Hermes and Mercury. Aphrodit
got the juice today
my creative flow for the day
got my mind un-wound
with an ear full of sound
the bass rattling my mind
headphones blocking out the world as i un-wind
grinning to myself like a moron
as i tell my head to hold on
raising the volume all the way up
closing my eyes as the bass erupts
my hands on my lap
fingers starting to tap
heart pumping
and foot thumping
nothing to bother me
as the world passes by and leaves me be
Who are you to judge my life? My soul does not lie in your hands waiting to be twisted and corrupted by your desires. No judge can decide my fate without my consent, without my word. For when it comes to my body, MY word is law, and no one elses. How dare you question my sanity. How dare you question my motives. Have i killed some one? Is there blood on my hands? Or perhaps i am a thief and should have these bloody hands cut off. Even when you sentence me, it shall only be because I want it. If i where to kill some one then i have chosen my OWN fate. If i have robbed you of your spoils then that is MY doing. No fancy doctorate or shiny mallet
My sins are countless,
My soul morally empty
My greed bottomless
My sloth cozy
My lust is too much
My pride to grand
My wrath cant be crushed
My gluttony is anything but bland
My envy... Only rivaled by my lust
All and all... I am not one to trust
[x] - You like cheese.
[ ] - You hate peanuts.
[X] - You agree that this quiz is random.
[ ] - You have farted today.
[X] - You have choked on something.
[x] - You are a writer.
[ ] - You smoke.
[ x] - You like to swim.
[ ] - You have farted more than once today.
[x] - You like ice cream.
TOTAL SO FAR = 6
[X] - You have lied more than 10 times.
[ ] - You are an only child.
[x] - You have more than 3 pets.
[ ] - You prefer water to other drinks.
[ ] - You are an alcoholic.
[ x] - You are under 20 years old.
[ ] - You are over 25 years old.
[x] - You have a boyfriend/girlfriend.
[ x] - You like jewelry.
[x] - Your fav
iv thought about it and i think ill make some journals that incorporate my opinions on the world. things that i would other wise keep to myself for fear of causing others to hate or other wise dislike me. remember this is my opinion and i honestly dont care about urs ^^ but u are entitled to ur opinion as i am to mine, so dont let the previous statement stop u from writing wat u think because i would honestly like to know if u think differently.
First opinion will be, Religion. which i will post shortly, after i am done with it
Damn it, i need a girlfriend.. Im tired of going to school with no one to look forward to seeing. Im tired of being lonely while the people around me have their arms wrapped around each other. Im not a bad guy :/ so why cant i find some one for me... Gaah >< depressions kicking in. Happy pills, here i come :(
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