jereiku

Everyone sees the smile, Everyone hears the laughter But just wait a little while, Just wait till after When the mask comes off, And the tears flow freely When i think of the day and scoff, At the number of people who know me really.

I threw, i growled I screamed at the heavens And through my tear filled howl I could not understand why Why am I alone for Why can't i be happy What must i atone for To end this tragedy My heart cries and aches But i still give Trying to catch a brake And find the one that will help me forget and forgive

My love for her Large like the sun Goes on forever And cant be undone Her sweet tone And loving smile Makes me feel like im not alone And makes my life worth while She never leaves my thoughts Every minute of every day I know what her heart plots When she tells me to stay I miss her so much It hurts to think Torture like such Makes me feel on the brink The one i cant wait to see I want her here now Because i know its meant to be But i dont know how Miamor te amo Y no puedo vivir sin ti Por favor ven a mi lado Para yo estar feliz

Why does it seem As if this dream Is nothing more of a nightmare Trying to rip and tear The only thing that I use to cope Which is my endless hope Hope of a better life Hope of a beautiful wife Hope that ill leave this world With a blazing trail A legacy For all to see In hopes that my name May hang one day in a frame That at least my loved ones Will miss me once im gone

 For starters, I don't believe in god. At least, not the catholic interpretation of god. Though I can acknowledge  that perhaps there might be something higher, but only perhaps. I am a skeptic, but not only that. I also just love to challenge the world, even if something is correct. I like to think different. To think about the different possibilities and to try and figure out what others could not. My love for the "gods" so to speak comes mostly from every other god that's not the christian god, or any god that is a derivative of Christianity. My favorite gods would be the greek and roman gods. Jupiter and Zues. Hermes and Mercury. Aphrodit

got the juice today my creative flow for the day got my mind un-wound with an ear full of sound the bass rattling my mind headphones blocking out the world as i un-wind grinning to myself like a moron as i tell my head to hold on raising the volume all the way up closing my eyes as the bass erupts my hands on my lap fingers starting to tap heart pumping and foot thumping nothing to bother me as the world passes by and leaves me be

Who are you to judge my life? My soul does not lie in your hands waiting to be twisted and corrupted by your desires. No judge can decide my fate without my consent, without my word. For when it comes to my body, MY word is law, and no one elses. How dare you question my sanity. How dare you question my motives. Have i killed some one? Is there blood on my hands? Or perhaps i am a thief and should have these bloody hands cut off. Even when you sentence me, it shall only be because I want it. If i where to kill some one then i have chosen my OWN fate. If i have robbed you of your spoils then that is MY doing. No fancy doctorate or shiny mallet

My sins are countless, My soul morally empty My greed bottomless My sloth cozy My lust is too much My pride to grand My wrath cant be crushed My gluttony is anything but bland My envy... Only rivaled by my lust All and all...  I am not one to trust

Death is a reward Meaning that a sword Is the angel of liberation While the sun is the torture of continuation With every new day u can only waste away Meaning that existence Is nothing but a nuisance And should be treated as such. Humanity should be flushed, Thrown down the drain And let the higher ones start again For obviously they failed